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Oh one other thing. I have a very good friend of 20 years. He is bipolar. He went from doctor to doctor to get help. After 2 years and see at least 15 different doctors. They found something that would help him. 

It was be stress free, eat right, get plenty of execrise, take medication and by all means, change your life. 

He did that and everything is under control. This might not work for you but I know that there is help out there for you. You just need to fight. 

Then my friend, you need to take care of yourself first and then everything else later.

I always tell people that YOU come first, don't worry about everything else. 

Get help, go for medical help. Let them help you. I know it's a fight but it's a good fight because it will allow you to be you and you will be taken care of good. 

Best of luck, I will be rotten for you...

OH my well fortunately I have a favorites link to this page an also stored the password ( saved in my aol mail ) or run in through these return post ...

Ah yes a method to madness can be achieved .......

And yes you are so right. (quote from you)

What you really need to do is step back a while and figure out what is important to you and what is not. then let go of those things that you don't need anymore. 

Very nice . great advise

I do try an give effort . although the A.D.D. Provokes instability I try to take plenty of notes. A funny thing . the ding of incoming E MAIL took me away from doing dishes ..Augh I left the water on an flodded the kitchen ha ha . the door bell rang an went out to see who it was I put down my glasses at the computer getting up to answer the door . IT WAS THE MAIL . But needed my glasses to read walked back in heard the kitchen water over flowing an stoppped that although I forgot to shut the front door the dog came in an ate my breakfast . shooing him away back outside I found my Mail ... I had set down returned back to another ding at the computer picked up my glasses to read the incoming e mail plus the Mail . But in all the dog did actually got fed .  The kitchen floor needed to be mopped anyways . So in reality things do get done . by the way I recieved my medicaid/ medicare card  I'm not sure which one it is but it came from my S.S.D. benefits an need to discuss such with the administrators at the ACTS center involving the added expense to my benefits an also to inform them of the coverage provided an I will get them to help me with getting through the trivials involved with dealing w/t social security an food stamp applications online ..... yes fortunately there is a way always looking forward to working things out .

I have been applying myself here in posting new writings . hope you may find them interesting an maybe a chuckle or two.. I figure it may enlighten some n give an alternative to the crisis some are going thru. Hope you enjoy ..

Thank you ric. for your time an understanding .... 

Cheers .

No problem, remember when a mind is lost in information it's because you are looking at the fine detail of things. Which makes it look like your losing your mind.

With no many worries you have and all you have to do and worring about bills and all. It's make you look like you are losing it. 

When dealing with goverment, that is why it's so messed up. You have to have a college degree just to figure out what they are trying to tell you. 

What you really need to do is step back a while and figure out what is important to you and what is not. then let go of those things that you don't need anymore. 

Do make yourself sturggle because you really don't have to. 

Keep looking forward and everything will work out. 

Interesting, you can remember to get on this site and have a conversation with people but dealing with application, you can't...hmmm..

Thank you for your response so quickly .  As to the government grants i spent an hour or so looking thru it an several are to vague to understand or links don't go thru . Well to be of understanding all the particulars is well over my head . So i am giving up on that .  but i have been dealing with such for quite some time now .. Its like getting thru it is increasingly becomming to intense to manage . for over the past few years i am becoming less capable of understanding an managing such . So i guess the vague statement of being lost is increasing . My memory is fading an remembering day an dates are well at a loss . very strange . Even the online app. for food stamp benefits I cant remember the ex wifes name birthdate or even the year we were married so the application pages wont continue without that info . so I am stuck there too. Sorry enough whining at this time . just trying to get thru but hitting a wall where ever i try augh as charly brown would say . ha

There is light down there but getting through it is the adventure an defeat of my reality. IT BEEN A CONSTANT STRUGGLE .  But thank you for you help .

no just keep me in mind if you needing more information in the future...

Thank you very much .

Any advice is appreciated very much I will look n see . Having heard so much about it but in all alway's ran into that dead end of reality in uneasy fealing of having to give out credit card information to variable sites . for a booklet or CD .

Thank you once again.

What you do is go straight to the goverment it's self and by doing so, you go to grants.gov....The is no or nothing to buy. You look at all the grants that are being offered by the 27 agency that offer them.

No gimmick, no nothing,,,just the plan on goverment.